Steve said when the family looked for a photo to use for the memorial, the only happy ones were with me so they used one with me but photoshop'ed me out (since I'm the woman who sicked Steve on Markus to tell him not to call me.would have been awkward). And I got him for that one time period in his adult life. I met him when was clean and he was the happiest most alive and generous soul you could know clean. I realized I was ready and called him last night. But the pain was too fresh at for a while, he reminded me of Markus. I'd always gotten along with Steve, who had always tried to stay in touch and be friends with me. Everyone told me he'd done me a "mercy" because he ended our relationship at the exact time the addiction just BLEW up and he started doing horrible things.
He went on to heroin, according to his brother, Steve,whom I called to ask Markus to not call me whenever Markus tried to call me because the pain was too much. I had really loved him but had seen it going south for about 5 months, when he'd been injured at work and started on painkillers (he was a recovering addict when we met)We'd always said the relationship would end in the case of committed relapse. I had a boyfriend, Markus, for 4 years and he broke up with me a couple of years ago.
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